five days to go...

just this week and i'll be in pinas
who is not excited?
i obviously am!!!

tuscany flowers...

not too impressive yet, but its not too bad for first attempt...

makes me happy!!!

ghie's top ten...

(credit goes to my very talented models...)

this is it!!!

got it today...

extremely happy!!!

photo shoot

feeling professional photographer ako kahapon
ang galing ng mga shots
ang galing ng aming talents - super best actor c lito at best actress c ruby
i'll post some pix later...

i learned... i realised

i wish this week to end and it did, though not as how i was expecting it to be... in short, it really is not over yet!

it was a very tricky week and i learned a great deal of things!

i attended only the first day of my TTT which earned me a very unpleasant email from the gods and no explanation was accepted, they understood but not accepted, ew! anyway, our facilitator was so great and i learned a lot. in particular, i learned about the "thoughts-feelings-decision-behaviour-results" process illustrated as an iceberg with only the last two visible from the outside... it is very very true! it helps you understand people better and makes you understand yourself better too... i'll carry that with me... and i'll share it with people...

this week makes me realise as well that people are by nature politicians... ah, i take it back... i should have said "makes me realise even more..." or maybe "confirms" suits more... i also realised that being nice always has a down side... earned me a very unpleasant "duh" look from puti during our meeting, she claims im only saying nice things and not being truthful... and i thought puti was nice, oh, maybe she is but she is tough...

the best part of this week is that learned a great deal of development points i need to work on... tito and lolo were laughing at me how lightly i took them with me and how i carried a cheery smile saying that i'll surely work on them... well, no one is perfect, what's important is you accept and move forward... that's what sydney taught me
(mmm... would have been different if in pinas? dunno, not there anymore... can't tell)

and lastly, i realised my hair is in desperate need of ate v!

survived just the first day

thank god its over... i mean the first day!

the removalist started 7:50am and finished 6:30pm
in 2 return trips of a big packed truck
bevs, sobrang kawawa ung mga removalist

on top of that, i also made 2 day trips for our little things
and a night trip for those left by the removalist
(me bonus kalyo at sugat pa!)

and now
our new unit is in a perfect mess!
the unpacking will be another pain!
dyos ko po!

so help me God

all i want is for this week to end
i know i can do it
i have faith
please

at the end of the tunnel,
there is light!
there will be!

* * *
pinagalitan ako ni lolo
i said sorry
i admit i was at fault
i said i'll make up

* * *

lilipat na kami this saturday
i havent packed my things yet
not a single bag/box yet
wala na akong lakas
pero im super excited
yey!

* * *

77 days to go!!!

*&#$%!

i feel so helpless,
i miss pinas,
i wanna go home...

dry friday

was so desperate to have a drink... have so many excuses to deserve at least...
so at 11, off to the city... wtf, the city is so dry, can't believe!!!
end of night.