ghie's top ten...

(credit goes to my very talented models...)

this is it!!!

got it today...

extremely happy!!!

photo shoot

feeling professional photographer ako kahapon
ang galing ng mga shots
ang galing ng aming talents - super best actor c lito at best actress c ruby
i'll post some pix later...

i learned... i realised

i wish this week to end and it did, though not as how i was expecting it to be... in short, it really is not over yet!

it was a very tricky week and i learned a great deal of things!

i attended only the first day of my TTT which earned me a very unpleasant email from the gods and no explanation was accepted, they understood but not accepted, ew! anyway, our facilitator was so great and i learned a lot. in particular, i learned about the "thoughts-feelings-decision-behaviour-results" process illustrated as an iceberg with only the last two visible from the outside... it is very very true! it helps you understand people better and makes you understand yourself better too... i'll carry that with me... and i'll share it with people...

this week makes me realise as well that people are by nature politicians... ah, i take it back... i should have said "makes me realise even more..." or maybe "confirms" suits more... i also realised that being nice always has a down side... earned me a very unpleasant "duh" look from puti during our meeting, she claims im only saying nice things and not being truthful... and i thought puti was nice, oh, maybe she is but she is tough...

the best part of this week is that learned a great deal of development points i need to work on... tito and lolo were laughing at me how lightly i took them with me and how i carried a cheery smile saying that i'll surely work on them... well, no one is perfect, what's important is you accept and move forward... that's what sydney taught me
(mmm... would have been different if in pinas? dunno, not there anymore... can't tell)

and lastly, i realised my hair is in desperate need of ate v!

survived just the first day

thank god its over... i mean the first day!

the removalist started 7:50am and finished 6:30pm
in 2 return trips of a big packed truck
bevs, sobrang kawawa ung mga removalist

on top of that, i also made 2 day trips for our little things
and a night trip for those left by the removalist
(me bonus kalyo at sugat pa!)

and now
our new unit is in a perfect mess!
the unpacking will be another pain!
dyos ko po!

so help me God

all i want is for this week to end
i know i can do it
i have faith
please

at the end of the tunnel,
there is light!
there will be!

* * *
pinagalitan ako ni lolo
i said sorry
i admit i was at fault
i said i'll make up

* * *

lilipat na kami this saturday
i havent packed my things yet
not a single bag/box yet
wala na akong lakas
pero im super excited
yey!

* * *

77 days to go!!!

*&#$%!

i feel so helpless,
i miss pinas,
i wanna go home...

dry friday

was so desperate to have a drink... have so many excuses to deserve at least...
so at 11, off to the city... wtf, the city is so dry, can't believe!!!
end of night.

.....

its a sunday, but im here in the office cos i have a LOT of things to finish... and they are all DUE, wtf! big part of it is my fault so i promised that i will clear things up yesterday (supposed to be), only that, i did not keep my promise AGAIN (as usual, old story)! obviously, since i got here in Sydney, its been so hard for me to work on weekends... if i do, its really a serious effort!

i had a big night last friday with a group of spanish friends... i was so desperate to go out and see a movie (make it happen) to relax my head as it has been a hell hell week, ive called and messaged my friends but no one was available... thanks to Maribel who offered to bring me along for drinks to darling harbour... and so, there i was in the middle of a spanish group (really, oh no!)... good thing, they were really very nice and i dint feel left out and aloine... nahiya pa nga ako kc d na tuloy cla nag-uusap ng spanish and needless to say that obviously, they would have been more expressive in their native tongue.... but the night went really well... i learned a lot of spanish words... even the not so nice words... and spanish slang you won't find in any dictionary (that's what they say at least! guess wikipedia or google is not that smart then jajaja)... it ended wet and chilly... next thing i know, i was already in my favorite brown bed, yipee!...

saturday is always an early rise day for me, by that i mean, regardless if my friday night was big or crazy or boring or late, i always get up early on a saturday, yes, call it crazy but the thing is if i sleep the whole day (which by the way, i very well can of course!!!), i will feel that i din't really have a weekend... part of the early rise this saturday was for me to go to the office and work.... but the dvd's tempted and so i've finished watching 2 dvds - underdog and picture perfect when my flatmates realised its time to get up... we had a quick lunch and off to burwood to buy rondz birthday present... hahaha cute cute nung card, yummy buns!!!... and of course, my little pink bear (mmm, not sure if nakita na nya, i guess sa kalasingan nun, kawawang bear baka nasa ilalim na ng kama)... needless to say, the food were superb!!!... fiesta!!! (fair enough, no help needed from five dock nga naman!)... super sarap!!!

now, my love for cab drivers: aaarrggghh f*cking pana who let us wait for half an hour when it was freezing cold!!!

while im blogging, im having a korean spare rib soup for lunch, now excited for dinner --- i want sushi train...

ok, ghie, stop procrastinating, last glimpse of darling harbour and the sunny view from my window... work time!!!

break break

im so pagod, seriously!
this day is so stressful, aarrgghhh!!!
in and out of meetings...
emails here and there...
call after call...
and, its not done yet!

but i deserve a break
10 minutes!

and in that 10 minutes, i've read about 5 posts of strangers!

its funny, amazing, inspiring, exciting, depressing, heart breaking...
to read other people's blogs
and how they write about their happy thoughts, sad moments,
their dramas, their dreams, their frustrations, their travels,
their work, their family, their partners, the list goes on...

bottomline is: its good to learn from other people's thoughts!

so what did i learn just now from 3 out of 5 posts i read:
love hurts!
hehehe wawa naman tong mga bloggers na to
well, what can i say
yes, it does!
hahaha

did i just waste my 10 minutes?